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28 Juli 检讨我知道我不应该浪费时间打这篇部落格，但我希望我花这样子的时间是有意义的。
宗旨：心情恢复能念书的平静水平，收拾好房间让别人不要有闲话
今天我情绪崩溃了，在上课前收到一封屋主妈妈的信息。整个人没有心掉。最后，我感觉缺氧这样，找了学校辅导员谈了1.5 小时。比较好一点。
刚刚跟屋主和他妈妈分别当面和电话谈过。现在的情绪是无声的激动。
是我的错？是非对错让人累，我有我的理由，他们有他们的道理。
他们两个虽然把责任推给对方，也许是，不要我现在正在住着他们家让我对他们有误会。无论如何，是非是别人讲的，别人要怎么讲我都无法控制，自己以后做好就好了， 让别人不要再抓到痛脚。
最重要的是，詹智怡，不要被打倒，要自己赶快收拾好心情，考过年尾的两张paper.
我学到的事情：
其实我很——自卑
bcoz the result of my last public exam in high school is so in disatisfactory.
I always avoid recalling back my high school..................but it is so hard, coz the best part of the memories of my lifes is also in high sch-- having a bunch of great frenz in high school.
Most of the time, i really hv low self esteem due to that result, blaming y i din study hard enuf, wondering y mum n dad din send me to a better independent sch..
Yea, i like the co-curricular part of my high sch, but nt the academic part, to be honest.
High school is sucha a life-determining factor, it decides ur FUTURE CAREER, yet i still can fool around during my last yr of high school, very RIDICULOUS everytime i recalled my RIDUCULOUS act. ANd it makes me even inconfident, when seeing nicky get 10A1 and 1A2(and the A2 is computer summore) in CHMS1. Adui~ really wanna dig a hole a hide inside.
Haiz....this low-self esteem...when will it gone from my life??
I everytime wanna forget, TOTALLY forget about this black spot of my life. A WRONG DECISION RUINED A GAL's WHOLE LIFE.
Juz nw, unintensionally searched for my Catholic High School frens' result...1 of them is accepted by National University of Taiwan Medicine(but i think she rejected it and go london) and another one get best result in science subject in UEC. WALAU eh. ｋｅｘｉａｎｇｅｒｚｉ ｗｏ ｄｅ ｘｉｎ ｌｉ．．．．ｓｈｉ ｓｈｅｎ ｍｅ ｙａｎｇ ｄｅ ｚhｉ ｗｅｉ．
I dreamt before. To go UK, to go AUS. Now? Bcoz of one step tat goes wrong, everything changed. No perfect anymore. HAIZ...........
Not hardworking enuf, not clever enuf, not mature enough..
KIDS OUT THERE, Fellow JUNIORS, PLEASE STUDY HARD FOR UR LAST PUBLIC EXAM IN HIGH SCHOOL or PRE-U, no regretz i tell u. Dun ikut my jejak tahu? T_T 22 Juni I like this kinda music!Recently, I've been preparing for exams.
SO, in my preparation, music is a component cannot be devoid of.
Bcoz of tat, this article is been written.
I found some similarities in the music I like.
All of them have piano accompaniment.
I wanna share with u guys. So here is it:
Let's listen to the pure piano version, shall we? =)
Aww..i wish to put up a music list that i hear which is accompanied by piano. Let's hope that i'll do that as soon as exam finishes. ^^
To all those having exams(including me), listening to piano is a gd way of de-stressing. Jia you!!!!! ush!!! u jia you! I oso muz jia you!!! Dun give up!
10 Juni 谢谢安琪儿下午心情很低落，因为搞砸了一个没有算分的presentation.
my bad. I din really play my role as a leader well. mayb quite selfish, to focus on my 'piling up like hell' notes. =（
thx to sofy & sam for cheering me up in library. After Soft's comfort & Sam's lame joke, i felt a lot better.
But things still din go the way i want so well, feel like wanna find someone to talk.
Luckily gt Angel, her words enlightened me.
She reminds me tat its useless to complain about presentation bcoz i cant change the situation already. Let bygones be bygones!
She said I shall forget the past & look forward.
And I got u gurls, sweetsistas so sweet~
Yea, guess she is right.
I hv no time to shed a tear. I muz keep going on, disregard wat ppl think/say.
THANKSangelTHEYsaidAfriendINneedISaFRIENDindeed. Tatz so true. <3 u, all my frenz!
Muacks! 08 Juni 今晚忽然很感慨蔡依林 - 我的依赖
歌词编辑:李泽昊 地震的夜晚 赶来作伴
重感冒的凌晨 煮着稀饭 这个让我哭过的人多么温暖 我感谢我们不完美 却坦白自然 我们从牵手放手 又牵手 走过来
愿意为更懂你的心 Spending all my life 每当情绪像海 你只抱我 从不催我讲出来 我就明白 你是我的依赖 地震的夜晚 赶来作伴
重感冒的凌晨 煮着稀饭 这个让我哭过的人多么温暖 我感谢我们不完美 却坦白自然 我们从期待失落 又期待 走过来
愿意为一起看未来 Spending all my life 每当变成习惯 生活太淡 总有感动的意外 我就明白 你是我的依赖 就算是幸福都由老天在管
只借不送 我还是不肯还 用真爱耍赖 我们从日出日落 又日出 走过来
愿意为爱你去忙碌 Spending all my life 每当命运变幻 需要狂欢 需要流泪 你都在 我就明白 你是我的依赖 我们明白 爱是互相依赖
虽然说独立很重要， 可是我觉得，两个人没有依赖的话，就没有感觉的交集，跟普通朋友没有两样。 喜欢这首歌的钢琴前奏，很舒服的感觉，我喜欢的感觉，简单又特别的感觉，没有华丽只有踏实的爱情， （未完成……待续） 28 Mai 7月1号，您要到了吗？好啦，今天是端午节！
其实也没有好不开心的，只是想家罢了、大姨妈来拜访而已。
所谓，‘每逢佳节倍思亲’啊！
家人们正在吃团圆饭吧，这时候应该吃完了，hai~
不过呢，贴心和很疼我的奶奶、妈妈，还是不忘寄粽子过来，让我好过一些^^.hehe...满满的爱
 唉，每当想到这里都特别想哭。
粽子
  妈妈MMS我她的‘杰作’，
哇~鸡蛋在立正耶~~~
最后，祝大家端午节快乐，吃‘粽’子不会变‘重’， Last to knowMaybe is bcoz i hv been study since 2pm,
maybe is bcoz sth has happened but we pretend nth has happened,
maybe maybe maybe its not what I think it is,
OH...WATEVA!! I dun wanna care it anymore, I juz hv no time to care and to worry about what has happened, coz i NEED to study for my ICA(in-course assessment).
Ush, study is my life, YAY!
However, it is a bit.........(words cant describe what I feel now) to be the last to know anything or everything.
Just wanna say, hope I am not the last to know always.
THanks to Jamie学姐 to let me play her piano for awhile. Feel a lot of better. =) Today's de mood can be expressed by this song..
只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的 我想你已表现的非常明白 我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得 你说你也会难过我不相信 牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经 希望他是真的比我还要爱你 我才会逼自己离开 你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开 为什么还要我用微笑来带过 我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他 不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过 你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开 为什么我连分开都迁就着你 我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快 我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你 18 Mai 这个故事告诉我们不要趴在桌子上睡 |
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